But I'm Married - Tales of a Lesbian Affair - Book 1 The First time

Synopsis

So when you've been married for 20yrs you try and spice things up; certainly, one of our roleplays was to watch lesbian porn and imagine I was one of the women, but let’s face it, that’s porn... it’s not real life

But what if it was? What if one day you met a gorgeous lesbian at work who seemed to like you? she flirted with you, you flirted back!

What if you had a facetime call together, and it turned into video sex? What if she then asked you around to her house to spend the night?

Join me as I turn fantasy into reality in my 100% true stories of how a 47yr old married mum of two has experiences that I could have only ever fantasized about in the past

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Chapter 1

Originally posted as a confession on Reddit on November 3rd, 2020

This might seem a little tame compared to some of the stories here, but it’s 100% true, and I’m really excited about what the next few weeks could look like.

My name is Nikki; I’m late 40’s, I’m married with two children, sex is good, and we’ve always managed to keep things fresh through 25years of marriage. Still, things have been pretty vanilla; both of us have a liking for porn, specifically lesbian porn; we often fantasize about adding another, specifically a woman, but in truth, I’ve always known I wouldn’t do anything if I had the chance, I’m just not that kind of woman.

I work for a large IT company and like so many we’ve been working from home since March, zoom calls every day and minimal contact with people, early in April we had a new member of staff, Eve, joined my team, similar age to me. Still, a very young, cute looking face, bobbed hair, and when we’ve been on zoom calls, she’s often worn plunging or at least shoulder revealing tops, she has piercing blue eyes at times I find myself staring at her on calls.

I haven’t a clue why but there’s something there. I can’t help but feel an attraction; only last week, my husband and I scrolled through Reddit as we do; I like to highlight women I find attractive. There was a girl very similar who I liked and started to wonder what her body would look like naked, I’ve had lesbian fantasies before but never this real, never to the point where I actually thought I could do something about it.

Those thoughts crossed my mind many times on zoom calls, there were occasions where we were the first people on work calls, and her face was filling my screen; the same thoughts crossed my mind so many times.

Fast forward to September, and the company arranged our first all-hands meeting of the year; I was excited that I’d finally get to meet her. On the day I wasn’t disappointed, she turned up in a pair of tight jeans showing her amazing shape, she wore a loose off the shoulder black blouse which showed the shape of her breasts perfectly, I don’t know how many times that day I realized I was staring at her, once or twice I caught a glance back and quickly looked away in guilt, but again I went back for more.

At the end of the day, a few of the team said they were going to the pub a few doors down from the office; I agreed to go, and 20mins later, I was in a booth at the local with four others from work when Eve came in after we had sat down, she came over to our table, but there weren’t any seats available, so we all loved in a little closer, she took a chair from a nearby table and squeezed in between myself and one of the lads on the team....my heart skipped a beat as our legs touched under the table....this was crazy, I’m a married straight woman!

We made small talk, but as the bar was so loud every time we spoke, she leaned into everyone; she leaned in I glanced down her top, every time she moved closer, I took a breath of her beautifully smell, it was crazy, I could feel the sexual tension building inside me, my god, my husband was going to get it tonight!

As people started to leave the group, the conversations moved a little more private, and that’s when it was becoming more about Eve and I. She told me how great it was to be out and about, how hard lockdown had been on her own, and then asked me how I’d dealt with it

I told her it was ok; at least I had my husband and kids, so it felt as normal as it could; at that point, she recoiled slightly!

“Are you ok?” I asked

“Yes, sorry, that must have been really awkward,” she apologized.

“ I didn’t realize you were married.”

“Yes, 20yrs; why does that surprise you.”

“Sorry, I’ve got it completely wrong, I caught you looking a few times today, and well, you know, I thought there was a bit of chemistry between us.”

“What do you mean?” I asked innocently

“Sorry, it’s really awkward, I’ve never been good at this sort of stuff, and since I split with my girlfriend before lockdown, I’ve clearly got my signals wrong; I thought you seemed interested in me, sorry this is really awkward.”

“No, don’t worry, nothing to apologize for, it’s not awkward,” I answered, but clearly she was really embarrassed about it; little did she know that my underwear was now soaking wet with the thought that she liked me.

Someone interrupted up to ask a question and the moment passed, we didn’t really speak that much after that and 30mins later I went to make my excuses and leave, as I was leaving Eve grabbed my hand and leaned over to me,

“Listen, I’m really sorry about that earlier, I’m really embarrassed by it.”

“Don’t be,” I said, “I’m actually really flattered by it.”

She smiled, oh god, she smiled, her eyes, her lips, I melted again.

“Listen, if you’re feeling lonely at all, feel free to give me a call or FaceTime me some time,” I offered; why the hell did I say FaceTime...that was so weird!

She thanked me, and I gave her my number; I got up, said goodbye to everyone, and left.

An hour later, I was getting out of my car at home, horny as hell, desperately wanting to jump on my husband, I walked in the house only to be met with my husband and two of his mates watching football in the living room, after some small talk I found out that there were two games back to back. The first had only just started, so I went into the kitchen, poorer a large glass of wine, and up into our bedroom I went; I slipped out of my clothes and into my big fluffy dressing gown, sat on the bed, drinking wine and channel surfing.

I’m not sure how much later it was, but I was alerted to my phone buzzing, I picked it up, and it was a text from a number that wasn’t on my phone.

“Hi, thanks for the chat earlier; it was lovely meeting you, even if I did make a tit of myself Xx Eve.”

I took a few moments to think about my reply.

“Hiya, it’s ok; by the sound of things I led you on 😂😂 , it was lovely to meet you finally in person, even if it sounds as if I stared too much.”

Was that flirting? After I sent the message, I reread it. God, what have I done! It seemed like an eternity before my phone buzzed again.

“Haha, listen, it’s been a long year, and maybe I’m just too horny and read the signs wrong, it’s a real shame....are you sure you couldn’t be persuaded? Xx”

Holy shit!!! My pussy literately just gushed at that message; what the fuck is going on here? Is this sexting? Is this cheating? I had no idea how to respond to that; what do I say? How far do I go with this? Should I tell my husband what’s going on?

I realized I was now out of wine, so I went downstairs to get a refill, stick my head into the living room to see grown men shouting at a TV....they didn’t even realize I was there, so back upstairs I was gone.

As I walked into the bedroom, my phone on the bed started to ring, I picked it up and realized it was Eve, and it was FaceTime...I clicked Accept

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